i just died tonight. :(
i just died tonight. :(
So messy outside. I hope tomorrow all the snow will melt. Not ready for it yet. I don’t like the fact that I’m gonna drive more than half an hour just to go to college. And also the fact that instead of waking up at 6 am, I have to wake up earlier than that. Lastly, I’m scared driving down a slippery road. ughhh! I don’t mind the snow if I’m just at home being a bum, but I’m not always at home. Thankful though i came home from work safe and sound. :) Meu bebe! eu sinto sua falta. doces sonhos!
There’s only one thing to do three words for you.
i love you.
There’s only one way to say those three words
and that’s what I’ll do.
i love you.
Happy birthday hun! :) parabens pra voce! e pique! e pique! e pique! e hora! e hora! e hora! :)
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It’s been years since I haven’t felt so jealous like this. :S oh God help me!
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Guys, once you have a girl in your hands, 98% of the time, they’re yours. They don’t want to lose you. They’re constantly scared that they’ll lose you to another girl that they believe is so much prettier than them. No matter how much you tell them that they’re beautiful, they’ll doubt you and wonder why you’re even with them. They’ll want your attention. If she says she loves you, better believe that she fucking loves you. Her heart is fragile so take good care of it. Once you even start cracking it, or wrinkling it, she’s gonna start having doubts about you. But chances are, if you make one mistake, she’ll forgive you just because she loves you that much that she believes you’ll change. SO TREAT HER GOOD. Because she gives you the kind of love that’s rare to find a second time.
Long distant relationships are never easy. I am only a few months into mine and I’ll be here for a while (2+ years). When everyone’s doubts are against you, you have to be realistic and strong in order for this relationship to work smoothly. Some strong words for you?
Take this as a time for YOURSELF. This is your LIFE and just because he’s 1-10,000 miles away doesn’t mean you start living in a dark little hole.
First of all, GET BUSY. I can’t stress this enough. You need to join clubs, sports and just do whatever you never did before now. The last thing you want to do is sit and wallow in saddness and miss him. Getting on with your life (of course still finding time for him) will fill his absence. Second of all, GO OUT! Enjoy your life, go out with friends and live! You can’t hold each other back just because you’re not with each other. It’s a waste of your time. Third, SET RULES. This will make things easier and cause less fights (“We agreed on this remember!” “Oh yeaaah..”) and they’re easy to edit and add onto so both know what you guys can’t and can do. This shouldn’t be strict but just mark the things you aren’t comfortable with (ex. Go easy on the partying, don’t get oblivious drunk, webcam once every week, tell me who you’re going out with when you do) that kind of thing. Lastly my piece of advice is, FORGET. Forget? What? Okay let me explain. Forget that he’s not with you 24/7 and that itll be three months until you see him. Focus more on talking to him and enjoying the times you guys do get to talk to each other. Forget what people say and that ldr’s never seem to last (LIES I SAY!). Mostly, don’t forget that just because you guys aren’t together in person that your life is depressing and you’re alone. It doesn’t have to be that way.
note to self.
— Lady Gaga (via sarahtequiere)